Standing

hurt, lost, confused, twisted
letting go
can't show
weakness with tears
living after years of fears
now starting all over
another year and I'm growing older
thought it was fair
but now i see
it was never there
a lie from the beginning
now its at the end
my heart i didn't defend
my mind i held so strong
can't explain where it all went wrong
hurt, lost, confused, twisted
my life
oh why do i risk it
we apparently started twisted
strong as usual
my head held high
dumb found
oh i won't lie
but soaring like an eagle
my life, I'm gonna fly
its all good tho
love, found,wisdom,understanding
no longer
hurt, lost, confused, twisted
cdh 12-4-09